Long Time No See

Lets get back to speed. I went out with Haylee but it was weird though. thought she was cheating on me. Kinda a sore spot now. Hannah's a whore who i dont like. I dont like Em but she liked me but i told her i dont so know were good friends. she has her own boyfriend now. Another matt (last name S.) is in the school. Nerdy but hes cool. another player in the game of life is Renee. Shes hot and flirty but I wouldn t date her i think. Josh and hope broke up milo left the school but almost got me hookeed up with some weed. Haylee left to a different school. McClaffey goes to a different school but we fixed our trust issues. found out later that matt and josh got me to break up with haylee because they didnt like her friend kayla. Pissed me off ALOT. Kayla pissed me off by cursing out hope so i cursed her out because she really upset hope. speaking of which we grew closer and went out but then broke it off. My adhd and bipolar disorder have worsened. got new friends and stuff. im going to get some weed for free from a friend for my first time. Josh and renee went out but stopped but still like each other. Ryan is a friend who jokes around and stuff. we kinda look out for each other and times crack at each other. Rachel is another girl whos younger whos a friend with me josh matt matt s renee and hope. johnson is younger so now i went to a different school we drifted. havent seen alyssa though in a while. last time i saw her i overheard her saying her boyfriend fucked her so yeah. pissed off hope and renee because of my adhd and bipolar disorder. So things drifted alot but renee forgave me and wanted to know about somethings. Shes worried about me because i told her why im athiest (bad shit happened) and my adhd and bipolar, and how im depressed at times. She doesnt want me like her ex- a fuckedup  loser junkie. jess is a girl with mighty fine breasts that i touch and she doesnt mind. its an inside joke of sorts. i think she likes me and i dont know who i like because of...