Fun on a Fucked Up Friday (Warning Adult content)

this girl kisses me on the cheek alot and holds my hand. her name is caroline. i told her i like her so its little kisses on the neck and cheek. one day my folks aren't home but my grandma is. so i go outside my neighborhood and shes waiting. so were sitting there at night nobody around and she kisses my cheek. i kiss the corner of her mouth then she makes out with me passionately and stuff. she bites my lip as we make out. I start rubbing her and feeling her. my hand goes to her boob as she starts caressing my legs towards my penis. we lay side by side and continue. I feel the inisde of her thigh and get to her vagina but she puts my hand back on her boob. I give her a hickey and she licks my neck. Her hand goes inside my pants and she starts to pump my bonor. My penis is above average size so i hope she was happy. I moved my hand under her shirt and pull her bra down and squeeze her boob and caress it. Her boob was soft and squishy and her nipple was hard. She then all of a suddent bit my lip then opened wide and we made out heavily lots of tongue. LOTS. I moved my hand back toward her vagina but then a car honked ten times and we stopped. she was about to leave but something told me to kiss her again as she fixed her bra. I kissed her and left. Got home and she texts an apology because she doesn't really have feelings. She likes me but doesn;t she likes her ex and couldnt stand being by herself. i was pissed off and she asked me one last favor to not tell anyone. But none of you - fuck noone probably reads this except me- know me. Were cool now but the other day she ran up and kissed me on the lips and left without saying hi and bye. I dont know whats  going on with her though

Long Time No See

Lets get back to speed. I went out with Haylee but it was weird though. thought she was cheating on me. Kinda a sore spot now. Hannah's a whore who i dont like. I dont like Em but she liked me but i told her i dont so know were good friends. she has her own boyfriend now. Another matt (last name S.) is in the school. Nerdy but hes cool. another player in the game of life is Renee. Shes hot and flirty but I wouldn t date her i think. Josh and hope broke up milo left the school but almost got me hookeed up with some weed. Haylee left to a different school. McClaffey goes to a different school but we fixed our trust issues. found out later that matt and josh got me to break up with haylee because they didnt like her friend kayla. Pissed me off ALOT. Kayla pissed me off by cursing out hope so i cursed her out because she really upset hope. speaking of which we grew closer and went out but then broke it off. My adhd and bipolar disorder have worsened. got new friends and stuff. im going to get some weed for free from a friend for my first time. Josh and renee went out but stopped but still like each other. Ryan is a friend who jokes around and stuff. we kinda look out for each other and times crack at each other. Rachel is another girl whos younger whos a friend with me josh matt matt s renee and hope. johnson is younger so now i went to a different school we drifted. havent seen alyssa though in a while. last time i saw her i overheard her saying her boyfriend fucked her so yeah. pissed off hope and renee because of my adhd and bipolar disorder. So things drifted alot but renee forgave me and wanted to know about somethings. Shes worried about me because i told her why im athiest (bad shit happened) and my adhd and bipolar, and how im depressed at times. She doesnt want me like her ex- a fuckedup  loser junkie. jess is a girl with mighty fine breasts that i touch and she doesnt mind. its an inside joke of sorts. i think she likes me and i dont know who i like because of...